Wild
Did you want me to be more wild,
a woman who could tear the moon in half
with just her gaze?
Did you want me to howl,
to claw at the darkness,
to leave you bleeding, wanting more?
Did you think I was too quiet,
too careful, my edges too smooth?
Did you crave the madness
beneath the skin, the monster I kept chained
in the basement of my bones,
the one who laughed at the thought of love
and bit down hard
when you came too close?
I could have been that, you know.
I could have unleashed the chaos,
let it dance through our lives
like a deranged ballet,
crash us against the walls
of our own desire,
leave us wrecked and ruined,
but never bored.
Would you have stayed
if I had been more dangerous,
or did you leave
because you feared
the wildness in me
that I never set free?