Birthday
Here is your day again,
a coin spun bright in the air,
catching the light as it turns.
Where are you now?
Time was always yours.
A watch wound tight on your wrist,
your fingers tracing the hours
like a palm-reader searching for fate.
I wonder if you still count the minutes
in heartbeats, in breaths, in small
beautiful disappearances.
I wanted to say your name
as if it had not been packed away
with the winter coats,
folded carefully into a life
that no longer fits.
I wanted to send you a gift
wrapped in quiet.
A morning without shadows,
a night without the tug of ghosts.
But not anymore.
I give you instead
a memory lit like a candle,
a clock with no hands,
the hush before a wish.
Happy birthday.
I hope time is kind.